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Hello! This is my first official foray into social media, and I’ve come in search of a place where I can share the parts of myself that I’ve kept hidden from the world all my life thus far. I hope this will become a place where I can feel open to share my kinks and insecurities and maybe even meet some people. My isolation is mostly due to social anxiety and depression but I still long for some human connection. I hope I can find it here.

Nsfw update 

So it's been a while since I've mentioned anything here, but for whoever is interested, I have finally met in person with a couple guys! I managed to go on a couple dates before covid hit, then again recently. There are still things I haven't gotten to try yet, getting properly fucked in particular, but I can now say with certainty that I love having sex with big furry men (and probably most men, but big furry ones in particular)! Not that I was unsure before or anything. 😂

Nsfw, nudity 

Just a couple quick shots of my cock, because why not?

I'm not sure why I haven't posted anything here for so long, but hello everyone! I hope you're all staying healthy and sane, or at least at a tolerable level of insanity.

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Still waiting to get fucked, but not for a lack of trying. I've had several dates planned to meet with guys but they've all been cancelled/delayed due to cosmically inconvenient timing. I'm not usually one for complaining, but this is getting a little ridiculous.


I recently made some progress! No, I still haven't met a guy in person yet, but I bought my first toy. It just came in the mail yesterday and I rode it for a couple hours last night and it was pretty fantastic. 😄

Now I need to find a guy to use it on me. Well, it, and maybe a few other things. 😉


Well, it has been much too long since I last shared something with all of you, so here’s a juicy cumshot from last night!


Thought I’d try out growlr for the first time a couple days ago, and I already feel like I’m much closer to making my dreams a reality. I haven’t told anyone about this account yet, but I’m sure they’ll be excited when I do! 😁

Need advice nsfw 

So how exactly does one meet nearby guys without automatically setting expectations on the kind of interaction you want? I have no idea if I want casual stranger sex, a deeper relationship, a buddy who will come over for video games and fucking, or just someone to chat with who I could easily meet up with when I’m ready but would be happy waiting however long that could take. I really need someone patient enough to put up with my anxiety and can help me to start moving forward.

Wet Wednesday 

I haven’t done one of these in a while, so happy !


Well, I’ve got the place to myself for the next couple of days. Does anyone want to surprise me by showing up at my door to fuck me hard all night long? Or at least give me advice on how to get fucked in the next 15 years or so?

Stranger Things possible spoilers 

Well you can all rest assured, the new season of Stranger Things does NOT disappoint with shirtless scenes of Hopper.


So I started taking some photos for and I got surprisingly horny and had to jerk off. Skip ahead an hour and I’m in the mood for some , then I came a second time while sucking on my fingers after pulling them out of my wrecked hole. So basically just a regular Tuesday. 😜
Also trying out B&W filters for some variety.


Imagine you just arrived in the present from 10 years in the future but you lost all memory of what occurred during that decade. All you know is that you must not have been happy with the way your life turned out because you took the chance to go back and do things the right way. You don’t know what it is that you’re supposed to do, so all you can do is imagine where you want your life to be in 10 years and do everything you can to get there. That’s how I wish I could live my life.


There’s no better way to finish off the night than with a sunrise self-suck. Sorry about the shaky cam; it’s not the easiest thing to film (or do!)


Well it seems to be once again, so here’s something to make you all thirsty. I tried messing around with filters for the first time, and hopefully the result was an improvement, or at least something a little different. Though I do need to find some new poses at some point lol.

I really wish I knew how to stop dreaming it and start being it.


So I know almost nothing about actual BDSM culture and have even less experience, but I’ve often thought about being in a scene where I’m bound and on display while a dom, or maybe any spectator, could write or draw on my skin and watch it swell up from my dermatographism. I love the thought of letting my body be used as an artistic canvas while showing off my weird skin condition. And there’s got to be someone who likes seeing a big physical reaction from mere gentle scratching.


Wow I got so fucking horny tonight! I was drinking my piss when I just had to stop and fist myself. Holy fuck it was amazing!

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